ED POST
2016
I have been looking for an answer to a question this year,
"what is love."
Returning to the place of birth with a sense of failure and guilt,
I hope to reintegrate into this environment,
Although, there is still no way to like it here.
Also in the external world is full of doubts,
Because the people here are not happy.
It also emits a lot of weird aura wavelengths.
While looking for the answer to this question,
Also consider whether it is necessary to lift the defensive heart.
I became a fool,
An idiot who longs to be loved,
However, the answer I thought at the time,
But it comes from confusion, weakness, self-deception, and abandonment in others.
"Tears are love."
It has nothing to do with moving stories.
At least not wonderful relationship.
unrestrained, freedom?
They talk about freedom,
I try to experience what they think is happy behavior
in the hardship of life,
To tell the truth,
This is a frightening memory.
"sick".
What I know and feel,
It's all so.
I saw the ugliness of human beings,
Also decided not to participate.
Maybe you can say I am self-righteous,
But it really makes people feel very lonely.
That smile is not like a smile.
It's more like "successfully gaining the power to do whatever you want."
It's "Laughter"
I didn’t see the happiness that comes from giving,
Instead, it is mostly complaining, comparison, and anger.
Blank it
Those are days of smearing over and over again.
Repeatedly distinguishing,
Between the voice of the heart and the voice of the brain,
So that it can be quiet,
Watching everything happening in this world.
The difference between reading the external world and reading your own world,
After all, most of the time,
I'm all alone.
Even the photo album is almost empty.
Honest,
I really hate human beings asking me,
What style is it, what medium is it used for,
What does this mean, why do you draw this,
This is the case, this is not the case, etc.
Especially in this land on my feet,
At most these kinds of questions.
Experience is not something that can be understood in words.
"Time is just an energy field,
You can try to contact and control it. "
